here it goes...

[The Bid]

JC, I think you are probably a compulsive gambler and having a girlfriend, and children its very hard to do that. I would seek treatment, and let her know that you are trying to get yourself under control. She probably thinks you dont care because you dont care. YOu probably gamble until you are broke, then call her. When you should probably take her out to dinner, buy the kids some clothes, then if you have an extra 50 go blow it. Youve done it yourself, its up to you to get your **** together.