NFL - mid term report card

I'm so very tired of being mediocre at football selections. Which is the reason I don't bet on sports.
Every year I join a bar pool in which you have to pick every game every week vs. the spread, every year I go .500 or a game or two off.
Vowed that this year it would be different. So hows it going? Well they've played 128 games so far and I have 64 wins and 64 losses. I give up, I'm forever doomed to mediocrity in football handicapping.