She has broken up with me twice already and wanted me back a day or two later each time....
I almost think I'm doing this because I'm afraid of being alone.
When I describe her to people, my friends tell me she sounds psychotic almost.
I don't think I can ever be just her friend, because it would hurt too much for me to know she's with other guys, and each time she broke up with me she'd get really upset at my all or nothing philosophy. A part of me thinks she's just afraid of losing the friendship part and that's maybe why she came back twice.
So..yeah..I see no light at the end of this tunnel. Maybe I do have to cut her off for real now.
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