I'm so sorry.
Always know that you helped to make his life better, happier, as he did yours and that you are as special to him as i know he is to you.
Loss of any family member is difficult and the dark days before you know what's to come can make you feel helpless and alone.
But... but..... as others have said, just make sure his remaining days are filled with love and some of your time. That's all any of us need, right? Love and attention.
From you post, I know he receives both in unlimited quantity.
Someday you'll think of him and smile again. It might take a long time, but someday will come.
The very best to you and to your beautiful friend, now and always.
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