Life Is So Much Better Today
 

Just a little update from me for those that might be wondering. Yeah, I'm patting myself on the back to a bunch of people on a message board that I have never met, but yet I have met a few of you in person. No matter, I just really enjoy sharing my experience.

In the past couple of months I have been clean and sober just shy of two months. Was I perfect from the start, no. I choose after a period of not drinking to try it again, with the same result, insanity. I finally choose to be in control and when I drink alcohol I loose control. So, today I have the will power to say no when the opportunity to drink is there and I move on.

Has it been easy? Hell no, but as each day goes by it gets easier. I am in the process, and will be to the day I die, of changing my life in all aspects. When I have a bad day now I choose to not drink, alcohol does not fix any problems. Sure, you will temporarily feel "no pain" but remorse and your problems will still be there with a good chance of them being worse. My life revolved around alcohol so when I surrendered I knew from what others shared with me that in order for me to be in control I would have to change the way I live. The people, places and things that I knew would not work if I was to get better, so it will be a work in progress. A journey that I love.

So here it is, another day I have choosen to be in control and I love it. I am so much better physically, mentally and spiritually that words can not do it justice.

I pray every morning and every night now. I believe in a higher power and am so gratefull to be alive today. Tomorrow I will deal with when it comes cause today is all I gotta worry about. Small steps I take every day in the hopes for a better tomorrow. :tro:

Never give up and always keep the faith.

Glad to hear that your beating the odds :)

I haven't looked at internet porn in almost two days.

Every hour that goes by is a real struggle - and I might slip up at any time - but I vow to fight my addiction so long as I keep waking up with wood - a perverted thought - and spanking it in bed before I ever get up and turn the computer on.

DrugS I never laughed so hard...:tro:

"The farther I get from my last drink, the closer I get to my next drunk"

keep working the program and never your own.....

When you hear "Eh Buddy, Sup wid you?" then you know it's God talking back.

God bless God

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bod guess glaud

(deaf mute option)


A DICTIONARY DEFINITION(don't ask which one)

Deaf-mute
Deaf-mute means a person are deaf and can't speak at all. But can talking with ASL/American Sign Language. Some are hard of hearing can hear but can't speak.

Yeah I became friends with a girl in college who was like that. She could not hear all that well but well enough to understand but could not speak at all.

I bet she tried though.